ricanrage

I have this picture of my dad, From before he passed. Sometimes I look at it and cry, Because I am reminded that he is gone. Sometimes I look at it and smile, Because I know he is no longer suffering. Sometimes I look at it and laugh, Because of all his bad jokes come to mind. Sometimes I look at it and shake my head, Because of all the crazy things he did. Sometimes I look at it and become angry, Because I was not ready for him to go. Sometimes I look at it and wonder, On how my mom is dealing with it all. Sometimes I look at it and close my eyes in prayer, Asking God to tell him I am sorry. Someone once said "A picture is wo

My head is swimming, dizzy from the blood loss My neck is stiff, My shoulders grow weaker and weaker, My arms are tired and weary. My back is sore, sharp pains shooting up my spine, My leg muscles burn in agony, My knees begin to buckle and shake, My feet ache with every slow step. My body screams in pain, My mind cries in anguish, My soul filled with suffering. Why am I doing this? Why did I have to do this? Why? I did this for you, I am innocent, I didn’t have to suffer I did nothing wrong. I did it not because I had to, I did this because I wanted to, I did this because I love you.

From dust HE formed us, HE stepped down and breathed the breath of life. HIS voice loud as thunder, yet gentle as a breeze, Bigger than the universe, yet HE stands by us. HE made us diverse, like the colors in a rainbow, Like puzzle pieces HE made parts of the greater whole Before their was us HE was there, And after we are gone HE will still be. From the highest mountain to the lowest valley... HE is there, A top the corporate ladder or on a street corner... HE is there. HIS love for us is rock solid but soft enough for us to rest in it Time passes by but HIS love is forever. Friends, family… they come, they go but HE is not

I can climb the highest mountain, And you’re right there with me. I can dive into the depths of the oceans, And you’re right there with me. I can cross the widest desert, Yet you are right there with me. I can journey through the most barren of wastelands Yet you are right there with me. .I can run into the most desolate wilderness, And you’re right there with me. I can traverse the farthest of lands, And you’re right there with me. I can hide myself in a secluded valley. Yet you are right there with me. I can explore the darkest cave, Yet you are right there with me. I can fly up into the starry skies An

Oh Lord hear my prayer, As I bring my friend to You. Because I don’t know what to say, I don’t have the words that she needs to hear, That’s why I’m coming to You, Since Your words are perfect, They are words that she will hear, And know they come from You. So I present her to You, oh God, I pray for Your wisdom, Because I've done all that I know to do, And I have reached the end of me. Oh Lord hear my prayer, Because I know she is in pain. And it hurts me to see her falling away, As the past, the present and tomorrow, Have crashed together and clouded her hope, And You know where that leads to, She is be